주님과 함께 소소한 일상을 찬미가로 봉헌하는 명인 글방입니다.

제목 작성자 비밀번호 <p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">학교폭력을 바라보며</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">국가수사본부장 자리서 낙마한 정순신 변호사의 아들이 가한 학교폭력에 관한 이야기로 시끄럽다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">기도 중에 문득 내 체험이 떠올랐다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">며칠이 지난 지금 그 사건이 떠올라 나도 조금 당황했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">아픈 기억이기도 하지만 동시에 조금은 코믹한 사건으로 기억되고 있다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">81</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">년</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나는 시골 중학교 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">3</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">학년이었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">우리 반에 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">**</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">시 경찰서장의 딸이 전학 왔다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">덩치도 크고 얼굴도 이쁘장하게 생겼으며 성격도 좋았다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">정식적인 전학이 아니고 재수 겸 우리와 함께 공부한다는 소문도 있었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">당시에는 여러 가지 불법이 성행하던 때였다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">사실 나는 호기심도 없고 친구들과 재미있게 어울려 노는 편도 아니고 그저 공부와 집 사이를 오가던 눈에 잘 드러나지 않는 아이였다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그러나 정의롭지 않다고 생각되는 일에는 가만있기가 힘든 성격이었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">반 친구들이 그 친구로 인해 겪는 어려움을 들으며 함께 분노하기도 했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">어느 날</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">과학시험 점수가 나왔다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">모두 시험 점수가 엉망이었고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나 또한 한숨이 나올 정도의 점수였다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">내 뒤에 앉아 있던 그 친구가 우연히 내 시험 점수를 보았고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">자기 시험 점수보다 높은 것을 보고는 내 시험지를 손으로 구겨버렸다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나는 화가 머리끝까지 났다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">우리 둘이는 싸우기 시작했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">덩치로 보나</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">무엇으로 보나 내가 불리한 건 사실이었다 처음으로 그렇게 싸워본 것 같다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">몸집이 상대가 안 되니 나는 책상 위에 올라갔고 그 친구도 같이 올라오고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">의자가 날아다니고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.^^ (</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">지금 생각해도 대단하다 싶다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">) </span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">단 한 사람도 우리 싸움을 말리는 사람이 없었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">남학생</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">여학생들이 창밖에 모여 구경하고 있었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나중에 안 사실이지만 옆 반에서는 남자 선생님이 계셨는데도 우리 싸움을 못 본 척하셨다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">한참을 싸우고 있는데 교무실에서 담임 선생님이 부르신다고 누가 말했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">내가 교실을 나갈 때 친구들이 손뼉을 친 것으로 기억한다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. (</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">친구들의 분노를 내가 풀어줬다고 누군가 말해주었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">)</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나는 담임 선생님께 갔다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">착하고 얌전하고 공부 잘하는 아이가 어떻게</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">…</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">칭찬도 아니고 야단도 아닌 여러 가지 말씀을 해 주셨는데 별로 기억이 나지 않는다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그날 집까지 친구가 바래다주었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">아직도 그 친구와는 가끔 연락을 주고받는다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그날이 토요일이었던 것 같다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">월요일 학교에 갔는데</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그 친구가 결석했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">며칠 정도 결석을 한 것 같다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">우리는 누구도 미안하다고 용서를 하지 않았다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">고등학교가 달라 우리는 헤어졌다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">시간이 좀 지나고 고등학생이 되었을 때</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">담임 선생님께 편지를 썼다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">선생님의 역할이 어떠해야 하는지 내 생각을 적어 보냈다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">물론 답은 없었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><div id="hwpEditorBoardContent" class="hwp_editor_board_content" data-hjsonver="1.0" data-jsonlen="13984"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span></div><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">담임 선생님은 이미 고인이 되셨고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그 친구는 어디서 무엇을 하고 있을까</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">?</span> </span><br> <p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">학교폭력을 바라보며</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">국가수사본부장 자리서 낙마한 정순신 변호사의 아들이 가한 학교폭력에 관한 이야기로 시끄럽다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">기도 중에 문득 내 체험이 떠올랐다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">며칠이 지난 지금 그 사건이 떠올라 나도 조금 당황했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">아픈 기억이기도 하지만 동시에 조금은 코믹한 사건으로 기억되고 있다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">81</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">년</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나는 시골 중학교 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">3</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">학년이었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">우리 반에 </span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">**</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">시 경찰서장의 딸이 전학 왔다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">덩치도 크고 얼굴도 이쁘장하게 생겼으며 성격도 좋았다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">정식적인 전학이 아니고 재수 겸 우리와 함께 공부한다는 소문도 있었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">당시에는 여러 가지 불법이 성행하던 때였다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">사실 나는 호기심도 없고 친구들과 재미있게 어울려 노는 편도 아니고 그저 공부와 집 사이를 오가던 눈에 잘 드러나지 않는 아이였다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그러나 정의롭지 않다고 생각되는 일에는 가만있기가 힘든 성격이었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">반 친구들이 그 친구로 인해 겪는 어려움을 들으며 함께 분노하기도 했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">어느 날</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">과학시험 점수가 나왔다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">모두 시험 점수가 엉망이었고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나 또한 한숨이 나올 정도의 점수였다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">내 뒤에 앉아 있던 그 친구가 우연히 내 시험 점수를 보았고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">자기 시험 점수보다 높은 것을 보고는 내 시험지를 손으로 구겨버렸다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나는 화가 머리끝까지 났다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">우리 둘이는 싸우기 시작했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">덩치로 보나</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">무엇으로 보나 내가 불리한 건 사실이었다 처음으로 그렇게 싸워본 것 같다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">몸집이 상대가 안 되니 나는 책상 위에 올라갔고 그 친구도 같이 올라오고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">의자가 날아다니고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.^^ (</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">지금 생각해도 대단하다 싶다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">) </span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">단 한 사람도 우리 싸움을 말리는 사람이 없었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">남학생</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">여학생들이 창밖에 모여 구경하고 있었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나중에 안 사실이지만 옆 반에서는 남자 선생님이 계셨는데도 우리 싸움을 못 본 척하셨다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">한참을 싸우고 있는데 교무실에서 담임 선생님이 부르신다고 누가 말했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">내가 교실을 나갈 때 친구들이 손뼉을 친 것으로 기억한다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. (</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">친구들의 분노를 내가 풀어줬다고 누군가 말해주었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">)</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">나는 담임 선생님께 갔다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">착하고 얌전하고 공부 잘하는 아이가 어떻게</span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">…</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">칭찬도 아니고 야단도 아닌 여러 가지 말씀을 해 주셨는데 별로 기억이 나지 않는다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그날 집까지 친구가 바래다주었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">아직도 그 친구와는 가끔 연락을 주고받는다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그날이 토요일이었던 것 같다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">월요일 학교에 갔는데</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그 친구가 결석했다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">며칠 정도 결석을 한 것 같다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">우리는 누구도 미안하다고 용서를 하지 않았다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">고등학교가 달라 우리는 헤어졌다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><p class="0"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">시간이 좀 지나고 고등학생이 되었을 때</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">담임 선생님께 편지를 썼다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">선생님의 역할이 어떠해야 하는지 내 생각을 적어 보냈다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">. </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">물론 답은 없었다</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">.</span></span><br><p class="0"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span><span style="font-size: 16pt;"> </span><br><br><div id="hwpEditorBoardContent" class="hwp_editor_board_content" data-hjsonver="1.0" data-jsonlen="13984"><span style="font-size: 16pt;"></span></div><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">담임 선생님은 이미 고인이 되셨고</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">, </span></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">그 친구는 어디서 무엇을 하고 있을까</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-size: 16pt;">?</span> </span><br> 첨부파일