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제목 작성자 하경미 비밀번호 <p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-weight:bold;font-size:11.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt;">교회와 나의 관계</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp; <br><p class="0" style="text-align: center; letter-spacing: 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><b>단편 모임</b></span><br><p class="0" style="text-align: center; letter-spacing: 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><b><br /></b></span><br><p class="0" style="text-align: center; letter-spacing: 0pt;"><b><font face="함초롬바탕">I</font><span style="font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp;</span></b><br><p class="0"><br><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-list:l1 level1 lfo2;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">&nbsp; 1. 사랑</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">사랑하는 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">사랑 받는 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">혼인</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">약혼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">남편</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">아내</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">부성애</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">모성애</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">가족</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">효성 등 이런 단어들의 의미는 육체나 물질 개념을 떠나서는 대상도 현실감도 없어 보인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">만약 이런 단어들이 대상이나 현실감 없는 동의어였다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">어릴 때부터 사랑이라 부르는 열정에 사로잡혀 있음을 느낀 나는 얼마나 불행한 자인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">세상의 헛된 사랑을 버리고 적막한 수도원 안에 묻혀 사는 젊은 여인은 얼마나 불행한가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">엄격한 고행에 묶여있는 은수자는 또 얼마나 불행할까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&nbsp; 2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">하느님께서 친히 당신 손가락으로 내 마음에 다음과 같은 법을 새기셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">네 모든 힘을 다해 사랑하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...’(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">신명</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">6,5; </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">마태</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">22,37). </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">이 목소리는 계속해서 내 마음 안에 크나큰 열정을 불러일으켰으며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">어린 시절부터 느낀 이 열정은 청년기에 이르러 더해갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">청년이던 나는 모든 힘을 다해 사랑했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">왜냐하면 자연 법칙이 저항할 수 없는 힘으로 나를 자극했기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">그렇다면 나는 무엇을 사랑하였는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">사랑하는 것은 무엇이었는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">&nbsp;만일 네가 사랑하는 이가 신적 존재이고 수도원에서 그분을 보았다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">기쁜 마음으로 수도원에 가서 네가 사랑하는 이와 결혼하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp; 3. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">세상을 버리고 수도원 안에 은거하면서 사랑하는 이에 대해 묻고 또 찾아 헤맸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">누가 그이를 생각이나 하겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">! </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">엄격한 수도생활과 단식</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">침묵</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가난 안에서 그분을 찾아 헤맸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이렇게 나는 그분을 찾아 헤맨 끝에 만났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">...! </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 사랑하는 이를 보았고 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로써 그이와 일치하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">! </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분의 현존은 내 열정을 만족시켰고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분과 함께 행복했으며 그분의 아름다움은 나를 충족시켰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하느님과 이웃인 가톨릭교회는 신성을 띤 참으로 아름다운 모습으로 나에게 나타났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">교회는 신비로운 너울을 쓰고 있었으며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">밤의 어두움 사이에서만 간신히 바라볼 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그러나 아름답게 빛나고 더없이 사랑스럽게 드러낸 무한히 완전한 그분을 구별하지 못할 만큼 어둠이 짙지는 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분 안에서 나는 행운과 즐거움을 만났고 행복했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp; 4. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">23</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">세의 청년이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">1835</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">년에는 혁명이 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수도원은 불탔지만 나는 사랑하는 이를 너울을 걷어 올리고 직접 얼굴을 보기를 몹시 갈망하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래서 불길을 피하려고 하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그런데 내 사랑하는 이가 나타나 나에게 손을 내밀었고 나는 상처 하나 입지 않고 수도원의 잔해 속에서 빠져 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span> <br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">수도원이 불에 타 무너지자 내 사랑하는 이는 독수리의 날개를 달고 날았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">세상 위로 높이 떠서 모든 것을 초월하여 사막과 은둔소에서 쉬기 위하여 날아올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 그를 따랐고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">II</span><br><p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="text-align: justify; word-break: keep-all;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp; 1. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">역사 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">- </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어느 날 오후 나는 대성당에서 예절이 시작되기를 기다리고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">예절 중에 선교 활동을 마치면서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">관습대로 마지막 축복을 주는 시간이 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 때 내 영혼은 하느님의 옥좌 앞으로 옮겨졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">거기에는 존경하올 노인이 앉아 계셨고 수천의 천사가 그분을 받들어 모시고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그들 중 하나가 눈처럼 흰옷을 손에 들고 와서 내게 입혀주고 순금으로 만든 띠와 영대를 매어 주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이렇게 옷을 입고 나자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">옥좌에 앉아 계신 분이 나를 부르셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 거기에 있던 제대 앞으로 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">2. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 노인은 내게 손짓을 하며 당신 이름으로 축복하라고 말씀하셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 제대에서 돌아서서 제대 아래 계단에 있는 영광의 옷을 입은 너무도 아름다운 젊은 여인을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분의 옷은 빛처럼 희었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분은 빛에 감싸 있어서 잘 쳐다볼 수가 없었기에 형상만 구별할 수 있을 뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">머리에는 아주 하늘하늘한 너울을 쓰고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하느님의 옥좌에서 나오는 목소리가 내게 이렇게 말씀하셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. "</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">너는 지극히 높으신 이의 사제다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">축복하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">네가 축복하는 이는 축복을 받을 것이고 네가 저주하는 이는 저주를 받을 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 여인은 내가 지극히 사랑하는 딸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 마음에 드는 딸이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 여인을 축복하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">"(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">마태 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">16,19; 3,17; 17,5; </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">마르 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">1,11; </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">루가 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">3,22; 2</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">베드 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">1,17). </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하느님 나라의 천신들이 자신을 에워싸자 그 여인은 제단 앞에 무릎을 꿇었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 축복을 받은 후 그 영상은 모두 사라졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 눈물로 흠뻑 젖어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 고통은 더욱 커졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 이제 님을 알았고 님을 위해 내 생명을 수 천 번 버리는 것도 나에게는 아무 것도 아니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 마음 속에서 큰 소리가 터져 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">지극히 높으신 이의 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 희생을 받아들이시고 나를 당신 종들의 명단에 올려 주소서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 위해 무엇을 할 수 있을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아무 것도 없습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">강의 시간이 되어 설교대에 올라가는데 내게 말씀하시는 하느님 아버지의 목소리가 들려왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 사랑하는 딸이며 너의 딸인 그 여인을 축복하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거기에는 많은 사람들이 모여 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 내가 어떻게 교회 안에서 교회의 아버지가 될 수 있는지 이해하지 못했으며 매우 혼란스러웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">사람들이 흔히 우리를 아버지라고 부르기 때문에 그러리라 생각했을 뿐이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 신비에 감싸인 채 너울을 쓰고 내 앞에 나타난 젊은 여인을 알고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">비록 너울을 쓰고는 있었으나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">여인에 대한 지고한 지식이 내 안에 들어왔으며 여인의 자태에서 위대함을 보았기에 내가 여인의 하인과 종 가운데서 가장 미천한 자로나마 받아들여지는 것이 너무도 행운이라고 여기게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">사랑이 내 마음을 갈가리 찢어 놓은 것처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내게 가장 큰 고통은 바로 그 분을 볼 때의 감격으로 말미암아 숨이 막힐 것 같은 느낌이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 날부터 나는 님을 찾으며 이렇게 부르짖기 시작했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 사랑하는 아버지의 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어디에 있습니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!” 20</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">년 이상 나는 님 생각으로 가득 차 있었기에 님을 잘 알고 있었지만 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&lt;</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 딸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&gt;</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이라고 부르리라고는 생각조차 하지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나와 그분 사이에 이렇게 깊은 영적 교류가 있다고 이해하지도 그럴 가능성이 있다고 믿지도 못했는데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">…</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">III</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거룩한 교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 찾아 헤맨 지 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">20</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">년이 되었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 바라보았지만 당신을 알지는 못했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 불가사의하고 비유적인 어두운 그늘 아래 숨어 있었기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 이해할 수 없는 어떤 존재로 가려져 있었기에 당신을 볼 수 없었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 이런 식으로 당신을 바라보았고 사랑했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거룩한 교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내가 사랑하는 이입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내 사랑의 유일한 대상입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 오랜 세월 동안 당신 때문에 고통을 받았건만 왜 당신은 내 시야를 가리고 숨어 있었습니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 얼마나 행복한지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이제 당신을 찾았으니까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 사랑하고 당신은 그것을 알고 계십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신 사랑에 대한 보답으로 바칠 수 있는 가장 작은 것이 내 생명입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 소모시키는 사랑의 열정은 당신 안에서 그 힘을 찾을 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 당신은 하느님처럼 참으로 아름답고 더없이 사랑스럽기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 사랑하기 위해 창조된 내 마음이 여기 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 마음은 당신의 것이며 당신을 사랑합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 사랑하고 당신은 이 사랑에 응답할 줄을 아십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신이 순수하고 충실한 사랑으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">견고하고 변하지 않는 사랑으로 나를 사랑하심을 압니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 이미 내 것이 아니라 당신의 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 사랑하오니 내 생명</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">건강과 쉼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 자신과 내가 가진 모든 것을 당신 뜻대로 하십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신에게 조금씩 모습을 드러냈습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 먼저 내 몸을 보았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 지체를 모두 보았으며 몸의 물리적</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">도덕적 구조와 지체들의 역할과 능력과 자질과 힘을 보았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">싸움터에서 당신은 나를 보고 감탄하였고 내 병기 창고들과 요새들을 보았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">또한 고갈하지 않는 보물들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">즉 내 부요와 성덕과 은총을 관상할 수 있었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이제는 당신에게 내 얼굴을 보여 드리며 내 영혼을 드러내며 당신에 대한 내 마음과 사랑을 보여 드립니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 나에 대한 당신의 사랑과 충성과 신의는 아버지의 뜻으로 당신이 받았던 길고 험하고 힘든 시험에서도 꺾이지 않았기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 사랑하기에 나는 당신의 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">비록 죄인인 아담의 후예이지만 숱한 시련 가운데서도 나에게 충성스럽고 신의를 지켜 나를 사랑한 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">즉 당신을 이 지상에서 이미 차지하였습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하늘에 계신 아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신께서 이 땅 위에서 순례하는 당신의 딸과 사람의 아들을 사랑의 고리로 결합하게 하셨으니 이 일치를 강복하소서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">창세 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">27,29).</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">너는 내가 지극히 사랑하는 딸이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네 안에 내 기쁨이 있다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마태 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">17,5; 3,17; </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마르 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">9,7; 1,11; </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">루가 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">9,25; 3,12). </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 네가 사랑하는 것과 사랑하는 사람을 사랑한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">너를 사랑하는 사람은 네 아버지로부터 사랑을 받으리라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 네가 축복하는 사람에게 강복하고 네가 저주하는 사람은 내 저주를 받은 자 되리라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 사랑하는 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 서약을 받아주소서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">신의와 사랑과 충성의 서원을 받으시고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;">IV</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회를 위협하는 심각한 악들을 근절하기에는 인간의 힘이 부족함을 보게 될 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">시간 정도면 갈 수 있는 큰 섬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">지중해의 깊은 곳에서부터 우뚝 솟아나 가파른 절벽으로 둘러싸인 섬에서 일정 기간 은둔한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">배가 떠나면 나는 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로 하느님과 그분의 교회와 일치 하고자 며칠 간을 홀로 지낸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 목적은 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로 교회와 결합하는 것이었고 교회의 명령을 실천하는 것이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거기에서 이 지상에 존재하며 그를 대표하는 성인들 안에서 교회의 머리이신 그리스도의 속성과 은총</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">은사</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 9pt;">성</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">덕</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">완전성을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">... </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 신앙</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">즉 가톨릭 신앙을 듣는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">신앙은 항상 새로운 노래를 부르는데 희망은 믿음과 함께 합창을 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">사랑은 이 이중창에 합세하여 감미로운 악기를 연주하면서 내 마음의 줄을 퉁긴다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무엇을 이야기하는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">? </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이 노래와 음악은 무엇을 나타내는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">? </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그것은 영광의 왕자님의 딸에게 드리는 선물이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">목소리는 바로 이 딸한테 하는 말이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. “</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">당신께 드려야만 할 내 믿음과 희망과 사랑의 제물을 받으십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">&#985171;</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 나름대로 또 필요하다는 생각에 삼덕송을 바친 후에 밤을 지내려고 동굴 안으로 들어갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그러자 졸음이 사라지고 공포가 엄습하면서 온 몸에 소름이 끼쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저 무덤에서 홀로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그것도 밤에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">돌연 하늘이 열리고 내가 찾던 것이 지적환시로 나타났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 여인과 떼어놓을 수 없는 동반자들인 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로 내게 다가왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">매우 쓴 술을 들고 와 나에게 보여준다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 사랑합니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내가 당신을 사랑한다는 것을 알고 계십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그런데도 내게 그렇게 물으니 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">다시 사랑의 의식을 받으십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">예</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 사랑합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신이 내 마음을 앗아갔기 때문에 당신을 사랑합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 잔을 나에게 주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">달든 쓰든 상관없으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마시겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하늘에 계신 아버지께서 내게 교회를 딸로 주셨으니 그 후 나는 교회를 위해 아버지에 대한 내 의무를 완수해야 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">만일 내가 당신 때문에 얼마나 고통당하고 괴로워하였는지에 따라 당신에 대한 내 사랑을 평가한다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 아주 많이 사랑하고 있는 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 당신 때문에 나는 너무 고통스럽기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 사랑한다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 잘 돌보아 주세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 일이 당신의 일이고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 영광이 당신의 영광이 되도록 말입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">물론입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 위하여 내 자신을 잊고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">바다에 몸을 던지며 위험 한가운데에 뛰어들겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">오 거룩한 교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 지켜주시고 영성 생활을 돌보아 주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신이 이렇게 나를 신뢰하고 희망을 두니 나도 당신을 보살피겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신의 일이 내 일이며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신 영혼에 관한 일은 제가 책임지겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">V</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. ‘(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">십자가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일곱 말씀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">에 대해 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">시간 분량의 강의를 준비하던 어느 날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 어떤 생각에도 집중할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">성주간동안 일이 무척 많아서 음식은 거의 먹지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">강의를 준비하기 위해 생각을 정리하는 대신 내 마음은 사랑하는 것으로 꽉 차 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회에 대해 생각하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">기도하고 교회를 외쳐 불렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회는 그리 멀지 않은 곳에 있었고 나는 교회의 머리를 바라보고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그러니 어떻게 강의를 준비 할 수 있겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 누구십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 누구십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 바라볼 수록 더욱 새롭습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 보게 해 주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 말을 하자 문득 의심이 생겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">너 미쳤구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">무엇을 부르고 있느냐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">누구에게 말하고 있는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 네게 말을 할 수가 있겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">집착을 버려라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네 할 일을 하라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! ‘(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">십자가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일곱 말씀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">을 준비하는 과업을</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 날 강의를 준비하기가 얼마나 싫었던지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">차라리 다른 어떤 괴로운 일이었더라면 기꺼이 했을 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 과업으로 돌아왔을 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 곁에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">12</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">14</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살 정도로 보이는 소녀가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저예요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 여기 있어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 가만히 나 둬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. -</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 소녀에게 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">강의는 어떻게 하라고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 책임지겠어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네가 책임지렴</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 모습을 잘 보세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">누구인지 아시겠어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">창조되지 않은 지혜이시며 교회의 머리이신 그리스도가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">신앙의 눈으로 그분을 보았으며 교회와 그분의 관계가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회의 아름다움과 교회 자체가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이것이 너의 모습이니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 딸아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">예</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저예요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그것을 믿는군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 실재예요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">눈이 있어 보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">혀가 있어 말을 해요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">지성이 있어서 알아들으며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마음이 있어서 사랑을 해요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회는 하나의 윤리체인데 어떻게 눈이 있어 보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">혀가 있어 말하며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마음이 있어 사랑할 수 있는지에 대해 생각하고 있었기 때문에 나에게 그런 말을 한 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">소녀의 출현으로 내 영혼과 육체는 쇄신되어 나는 참으로 새롭게 변했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">음식을 거의 먹지 않아 매우 허약한 상태였는데도 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">시간 동안 강의를 할 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">수많은 신자들이 모인 커다란 성당 강론대에 올라서자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">허약해진 몸의 상태에 대한 두려움이 일어나서 음식을 충분히 섭취하지 않은 무모함을 자책하며 무릎을 꿇었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">성가를 부르는 동안 이어질 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">‘(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">십자가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일곱 말씀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">을 준비하는 대신 내 영혼은 하느님의 딸과 대화하는 데에 푹 빠져 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일어나세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 여기 있어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내가 혀가 있기에 말하는 것을 볼 것이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 딸아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네가 여기 있음을 잘 느낀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 실수하고 경솔한 짓을 했구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 탓으로 허약해졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">용서하렴</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">계속 나아가세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 당신과 함께 있겠으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...!</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이와 같은 방문이 늘어날수록 나에게는 고뇌와 고통을 더해 줄뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 이 방문으로 내 가련한 마음에는 사랑의 상처가 남고 그 상처는 치유되기보다는 더 커져만 갔기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그러나 이런 통교가 있었기에 그나마 고통 중에도 숨을 쉴 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">VI</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 신앙 때문에 다시 한번 죽음의 박해를 받고 있던 어느 날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 살인자들에게 둘러싸여 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고 기적이 일어나지 않는 한 사제들의 피로 물든 살인자들의 손에서 결코 도망갈 수가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 숲 속의 동굴 안에 숨어 있었는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 그곳에 숨어 있다는 것을 안 그들은 동굴 안으로 들어왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">들어온 사람은 셋이었던 것 같고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나머지는 밖에 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당시 죽음은 차라리 나에게는 모험이요 영광이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 내 교회의 얼굴을 가린 너울을 걷고 직접 보고 싶은 소망이 참을 수 없었기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">밖에 있던 살인자들이 우두머리부터 차례대로 들어오자 나는 어두운 한 쪽 구석으로 비켜났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 몹시 갈망하던 마지막 순간을 준비하고는 무릎을 꿇고 기다렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 예수님의 십자 나무를 손에 들고 수도복을 입고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">신을 모독하는 악랄한 이들이 들어 올 때 그들에 앞서서 맨 먼저 들어오는 귀부인이 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그분은 빛살과 같이 곱디고운 하얀 너울을 쓰고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 왼쪽 옆에 서서 눈을 들어 나를 바라보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">젊은이 두 명이 그분과 함께 동행했는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 중 한 명은 교회의 권품천사</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">미카엘 대천사였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고 예수님의 신부가 이 천사에게 하는 말을 나는 확실하게 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저 불경한 자들을 물리치세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고는 나를 돌아보고 미소를 지었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하지만 나에게는 아무런 말씀도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 살인자들이 다 돌아갈 때까지 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">30</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">분간 거기에서 그들과 함께 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 분명 참으로 좋은 동반자와 함께 있었고 그분이 말하는 것을 들었으며 그분의 눈을 보았기에 넋이 빠져 하늘에 있는 것 같은 착각이 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 그분과 말을 나누고 싶어 견딜 수 없었으나 그럴 수가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">좋은 동반자에 대해 이야기하는 것을 잠시 접어두자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 불쌍한 자들은 나를 찾았으나 아무 것도 발견하지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 신뢰하던 사람이 그들을 안내해서 내가 안에 있다는 것을 이미 알고 그 우두머리는 나를 죽여서든 살려서든 그곳에서 끌어내는 사람에게 각각 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">두로씩 주겠다고 약속했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살인자들은 결국 횃불을 켜들고 되돌아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 맹수들은 먹이가 자기 포획 망에서 도망쳤기에 격분하여 그 산 가까이 있는 두 집의 주인들을 총살했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그들이 나를 숨겼다고 의심했기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살아 계신 하느님의 딸인 교회의 이야기로 되돌아가자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 몇 번 출현한 이후로 교회가 눈을 뜨고 나를 바라보아 주기를 바라는 열렬한 소망을 가지게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">머리로는 항상 최고의 지성인 하느님의 영원한 지혜를 관상하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">명확하고 순수한 지성이 나를 바라보고 있으며 영원으로부터 나를 보고 있는 것을 믿기에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회를 바라보고 주시하면서 교회가 눈을 뜨고 나를 바라보고 있음을 보고 싶은 열망을 가지는 것은 당연하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 나를 바라보고 있었다니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 때 내가 죽었더라면 얼마나 행복했을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 나를 바라보는 것을 보면서 호의와 사랑의 눈으로 보고 있다고 생각했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회의 머리는 그리스도와 그분의 목자들이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">사랑 가득한 눈으로 나를 바라보는 이가 누구인지 깨닫고 내 마음엔 만감이 교차하였지만 그것이 무엇인지 설명할 길이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">님이 그렇게 떠나버리자 나는 사랑과 애정으로 미칠 지경이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이런 방문은 내 마음을 휘저어 놓기만 했으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">방문 후엔 님을 보고 싶은 갈망과 사귀고픈 열망은 더욱 커가기만 했기 때문에</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">…</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">VII</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">한 번은 스페인 본토에서 설교 활동을 아무런 결실 없이 마친 후에 나는 고독 안에서 고통을 덜기 위해 지친 몸을 이끌고 산으로 피해가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">동굴 깊숙한 곳을 숙소로 정했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어둔 밤이 땅을 덮을 때 기도에 잠기는 것이 내 습관이지만 침침한 동굴에서 지내는 첫 날 밤이었기에 잠을 잘 수가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">무엇인지 모를 공포가 나를 엄습해왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어떤 고통스런 형상이 내 앞에 나타났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그것은 승리한 악과 억압받는 의인과 멸시받는 십자가이고 박해받는 교회와 교회에 관련된 일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">겨우 잠이 들었는데 수천 가지 악령들의 영상 때문에 공포에 가득 차 깨어났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">전에 보았던 젊은 여인이 아주 어려운 상태에 있는 것을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어둡고 험악한 한밤중에 여인은 검은 너울을 쓰고 상복을 입고 매우 슬픈 표정으로 혼자 거대한 나무아래서 기도하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 비록 형체밖에는 구분할 수가 없었으나 교회임을 알아보았고 매우 고통스러워하는 것을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">여인은 자기 몸보다 훨씬 더 큰 십자가를 안고 서 있었는데 마치 어떤 재난을 준비하는 사람 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고 그리 멀지 않은 곳에 있는 몇 명의 군인들을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">군인들은 귀부인의 전사들로서 전쟁을 준비하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">많은 친구들과 전사들이 내게 몰려들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 비록 보잘 것 없지만 귀부인에게 충성을 다하기 위해 일어나자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">숲 속의 덤불 속에서 제일 잔인하고 포악한 맹수들인 사자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">호랑이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">곰</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">늑대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">악어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">뱀들이 무리를 지어 나타나서는 우리와 귀부인 사이에 끼여들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당시 내 고통은 너무나도 컸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거기서 우리는 무서운 싸움을 치르고 많은 사상자가 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 그들이 마귀라는 것을 알았기에 예수님의 이름으로 그 짐승들을 쫓아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">결국 그들은 도망을 쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">귀부인의 현존은 내게 힘과 용기와 활력과 생명을 주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 싸움을 치른 후 나는 듯이 그분이 계시던 곳으로 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">여인은</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&#985170;</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하며 고통스럽게 외치다 사라졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이번에는 거의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">12</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살 정도로 매우 어렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그저 몹시 어두운 곳에 있는 너울을 쓴 소녀를 보았을 뿐이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 이후로 나는 참으로 아름다운 소녀를 보호하다 죽기를 갈망했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">만약 하느님의 섭리가 내 생명을 기적적으로 구해주시지 않았다면 나는 벌써 죽었을 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그때 나는 교회를 위해 어떤 봉사를 해야 할지도 모르는 채 미친 사람처럼 방황했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하느님께서 사랑하시는 딸은 고난과 위험과 전쟁 중에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나의 아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나의 아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하며 아버지를 불렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 항상 그 소녀가 영원하신 하느님을 불렀다고 생각했으나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이번에는 하느님의 부성에 참여하는 사람으로 나를 부르시는 것처럼 느꼈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이는 나의 사제직 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;color:#ff0000;"> </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이런 느낌이 내 영혼에 깊이 새겨져서 결코 지울 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그렇지만 그때는 이 신비를 깨닫지 못해서 상처받았으며 그리고</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">5. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">예수님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저는 당신의 아버지이며 제 아버지이신 분께 갔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하느님께서는 당신 외동딸을 제게 보이시고 이렇게 말씀하셨습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 지극히 사랑하는 딸은 너의 딸이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하느님의 영원하신 지혜가 이렇게 결정하였으므로 저는 그 결정을 받아들이고 복종합니다</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저는 딸에 대한 사랑 때문에 죽습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 제가 당신을 부르고 찾고 희미하게 보는 것을 아십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저는 딸이 시키는 대로 할 준비가 되어 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 주 하느님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">딸을 기쁘게 하고 만족하게 하기 위해서라면 제가 할 수 있는 일은 무엇이든 명령하시고 알려주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제 생명과 쉼과 제가 무엇보다도 값지게 여기는</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 모든 것을 딸을 위해 십자가의 제단 위에 희생 제물로 바쳤음을 당신은 이미 아십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br> <p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-weight:bold;font-size:11.0pt;"><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 11pt;">교회와 나의 관계</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp; <br><p class="0" style="text-align: center; letter-spacing: 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><b>단편 모임</b></span><br><p class="0" style="text-align: center; letter-spacing: 0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;"><b><br /></b></span><br><p class="0" style="text-align: center; letter-spacing: 0pt;"><b><font face="함초롬바탕">I</font><span style="font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp;</span></b><br><p class="0"><br><br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-list:l1 level1 lfo2;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">&nbsp; 1. 사랑</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">사랑하는 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">사랑 받는 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">혼인</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">약혼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">남편</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">아내</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">부성애</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">모성애</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">가족</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">효성 등 이런 단어들의 의미는 육체나 물질 개념을 떠나서는 대상도 현실감도 없어 보인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">만약 이런 단어들이 대상이나 현실감 없는 동의어였다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">어릴 때부터 사랑이라 부르는 열정에 사로잡혀 있음을 느낀 나는 얼마나 불행한 자인가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">세상의 헛된 사랑을 버리고 적막한 수도원 안에 묻혀 사는 젊은 여인은 얼마나 불행한가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">엄격한 고행에 묶여있는 은수자는 또 얼마나 불행할까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&nbsp; 2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">하느님께서 친히 당신 손가락으로 내 마음에 다음과 같은 법을 새기셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">네 모든 힘을 다해 사랑하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...’(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">신명</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">6,5; </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">마태</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">22,37). </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">이 목소리는 계속해서 내 마음 안에 크나큰 열정을 불러일으켰으며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">어린 시절부터 느낀 이 열정은 청년기에 이르러 더해갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">청년이던 나는 모든 힘을 다해 사랑했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">왜냐하면 자연 법칙이 저항할 수 없는 힘으로 나를 자극했기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">그렇다면 나는 무엇을 사랑하였는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">사랑하는 것은 무엇이었는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"></span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">&nbsp;만일 네가 사랑하는 이가 신적 존재이고 수도원에서 그분을 보았다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;">기쁜 마음으로 수도원에 가서 네가 사랑하는 이와 결혼하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span><br><p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp; 3. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">세상을 버리고 수도원 안에 은거하면서 사랑하는 이에 대해 묻고 또 찾아 헤맸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">누가 그이를 생각이나 하겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">! </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">엄격한 수도생활과 단식</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">침묵</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">가난 안에서 그분을 찾아 헤맸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이렇게 나는 그분을 찾아 헤맨 끝에 만났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">...! </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 사랑하는 이를 보았고 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로써 그이와 일치하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">! </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분의 현존은 내 열정을 만족시켰고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분과 함께 행복했으며 그분의 아름다움은 나를 충족시켰다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하느님과 이웃인 가톨릭교회는 신성을 띤 참으로 아름다운 모습으로 나에게 나타났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">교회는 신비로운 너울을 쓰고 있었으며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">밤의 어두움 사이에서만 간신히 바라볼 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그러나 아름답게 빛나고 더없이 사랑스럽게 드러낸 무한히 완전한 그분을 구별하지 못할 만큼 어둠이 짙지는 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분 안에서 나는 행운과 즐거움을 만났고 행복했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><br><p class="0"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp; 4. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">23</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">세의 청년이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">1835</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">년에는 혁명이 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">수도원은 불탔지만 나는 사랑하는 이를 너울을 걷어 올리고 직접 얼굴을 보기를 몹시 갈망하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그래서 불길을 피하려고 하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그런데 내 사랑하는 이가 나타나 나에게 손을 내밀었고 나는 상처 하나 입지 않고 수도원의 잔해 속에서 빠져 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span> <br><p class="0" style="mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; font-size: 9pt;"><br /></span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">수도원이 불에 타 무너지자 내 사랑하는 이는 독수리의 날개를 달고 날았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">세상 위로 높이 떠서 모든 것을 초월하여 사막과 은둔소에서 쉬기 위하여 날아올랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 그를 따랐고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:100%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">II</span><br><p class="0" style="text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="text-align: justify; word-break: keep-all;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">&nbsp; 1. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">역사 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">- </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">어느 날 오후 나는 대성당에서 예절이 시작되기를 기다리고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">예절 중에 선교 활동을 마치면서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">관습대로 마지막 축복을 주는 시간이 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 때 내 영혼은 하느님의 옥좌 앞으로 옮겨졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">거기에는 존경하올 노인이 앉아 계셨고 수천의 천사가 그분을 받들어 모시고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그들 중 하나가 눈처럼 흰옷을 손에 들고 와서 내게 입혀주고 순금으로 만든 띠와 영대를 매어 주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이렇게 옷을 입고 나자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">옥좌에 앉아 계신 분이 나를 부르셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 거기에 있던 제대 앞으로 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp;<br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">2. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 노인은 내게 손짓을 하며 당신 이름으로 축복하라고 말씀하셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 제대에서 돌아서서 제대 아래 계단에 있는 영광의 옷을 입은 너무도 아름다운 젊은 여인을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분의 옷은 빛처럼 희었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그분은 빛에 감싸 있어서 잘 쳐다볼 수가 없었기에 형상만 구별할 수 있을 뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">머리에는 아주 하늘하늘한 너울을 쓰고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하느님의 옥좌에서 나오는 목소리가 내게 이렇게 말씀하셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. "</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">너는 지극히 높으신 이의 사제다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">축복하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">네가 축복하는 이는 축복을 받을 것이고 네가 저주하는 이는 저주를 받을 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 여인은 내가 지극히 사랑하는 딸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 마음에 드는 딸이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그 여인을 축복하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">"(</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">마태 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">16,19; 3,17; 17,5; </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">마르 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">1,11; </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">루가 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">3,22; 2</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">베드 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">1,17). </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">하느님 나라의 천신들이 자신을 에워싸자 그 여인은 제단 앞에 무릎을 꿇었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 축복을 받은 후 그 영상은 모두 사라졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"><span lang="EN-US"> </span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 눈물로 흠뻑 젖어 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 고통은 더욱 커졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 이제 님을 알았고 님을 위해 내 생명을 수 천 번 버리는 것도 나에게는 아무 것도 아니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 마음 속에서 큰 소리가 터져 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">지극히 높으신 이의 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 희생을 받아들이시고 나를 당신 종들의 명단에 올려 주소서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 위해 무엇을 할 수 있을까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아무 것도 없습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.”</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">강의 시간이 되어 설교대에 올라가는데 내게 말씀하시는 하느님 아버지의 목소리가 들려왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 사랑하는 딸이며 너의 딸인 그 여인을 축복하여라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거기에는 많은 사람들이 모여 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 내가 어떻게 교회 안에서 교회의 아버지가 될 수 있는지 이해하지 못했으며 매우 혼란스러웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">사람들이 흔히 우리를 아버지라고 부르기 때문에 그러리라 생각했을 뿐이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 신비에 감싸인 채 너울을 쓰고 내 앞에 나타난 젊은 여인을 알고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">비록 너울을 쓰고는 있었으나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">여인에 대한 지고한 지식이 내 안에 들어왔으며 여인의 자태에서 위대함을 보았기에 내가 여인의 하인과 종 가운데서 가장 미천한 자로나마 받아들여지는 것이 너무도 행운이라고 여기게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">사랑이 내 마음을 갈가리 찢어 놓은 것처럼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내게 가장 큰 고통은 바로 그 분을 볼 때의 감격으로 말미암아 숨이 막힐 것 같은 느낌이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 날부터 나는 님을 찾으며 이렇게 부르짖기 시작했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 사랑하는 아버지의 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어디에 있습니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!” 20</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">년 이상 나는 님 생각으로 가득 차 있었기에 님을 잘 알고 있었지만 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&lt;</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 딸</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&gt;</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이라고 부르리라고는 생각조차 하지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나와 그분 사이에 이렇게 깊은 영적 교류가 있다고 이해하지도 그럴 가능성이 있다고 믿지도 못했는데</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">…</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">III</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거룩한 교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 찾아 헤맨 지 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">20</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">년이 되었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 바라보았지만 당신을 알지는 못했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 불가사의하고 비유적인 어두운 그늘 아래 숨어 있었기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 이해할 수 없는 어떤 존재로 가려져 있었기에 당신을 볼 수 없었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 이런 식으로 당신을 바라보았고 사랑했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거룩한 교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내가 사랑하는 이입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내 사랑의 유일한 대상입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 오랜 세월 동안 당신 때문에 고통을 받았건만 왜 당신은 내 시야를 가리고 숨어 있었습니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 얼마나 행복한지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이제 당신을 찾았으니까요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 사랑하고 당신은 그것을 알고 계십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신 사랑에 대한 보답으로 바칠 수 있는 가장 작은 것이 내 생명입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 소모시키는 사랑의 열정은 당신 안에서 그 힘을 찾을 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 당신은 하느님처럼 참으로 아름답고 더없이 사랑스럽기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 사랑하기 위해 창조된 내 마음이 여기 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 마음은 당신의 것이며 당신을 사랑합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 사랑하고 당신은 이 사랑에 응답할 줄을 아십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신이 순수하고 충실한 사랑으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">견고하고 변하지 않는 사랑으로 나를 사랑하심을 압니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 이미 내 것이 아니라 당신의 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 사랑하오니 내 생명</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">건강과 쉼</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 자신과 내가 가진 모든 것을 당신 뜻대로 하십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신에게 조금씩 모습을 드러냈습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 먼저 내 몸을 보았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 지체를 모두 보았으며 몸의 물리적</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">도덕적 구조와 지체들의 역할과 능력과 자질과 힘을 보았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">싸움터에서 당신은 나를 보고 감탄하였고 내 병기 창고들과 요새들을 보았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">또한 고갈하지 않는 보물들</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">즉 내 부요와 성덕과 은총을 관상할 수 있었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이제는 당신에게 내 얼굴을 보여 드리며 내 영혼을 드러내며 당신에 대한 내 마음과 사랑을 보여 드립니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 나에 대한 당신의 사랑과 충성과 신의는 아버지의 뜻으로 당신이 받았던 길고 험하고 힘든 시험에서도 꺾이지 않았기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 사랑하기에 나는 당신의 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">비록 죄인인 아담의 후예이지만 숱한 시련 가운데서도 나에게 충성스럽고 신의를 지켜 나를 사랑한 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">즉 당신을 이 지상에서 이미 차지하였습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하늘에 계신 아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신께서 이 땅 위에서 순례하는 당신의 딸과 사람의 아들을 사랑의 고리로 결합하게 하셨으니 이 일치를 강복하소서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">창세 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">27,29).</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">너는 내가 지극히 사랑하는 딸이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네 안에 내 기쁨이 있다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마태 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">17,5; 3,17; </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마르 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">9,7; 1,11; </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">루가 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">9,25; 3,12). </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 네가 사랑하는 것과 사랑하는 사람을 사랑한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">너를 사랑하는 사람은 네 아버지로부터 사랑을 받으리라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 네가 축복하는 사람에게 강복하고 네가 저주하는 사람은 내 저주를 받은 자 되리라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 사랑하는 이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 서약을 받아주소서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">신의와 사랑과 충성의 서원을 받으시고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;">IV</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회를 위협하는 심각한 악들을 근절하기에는 인간의 힘이 부족함을 보게 될 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">시간 정도면 갈 수 있는 큰 섬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">지중해의 깊은 곳에서부터 우뚝 솟아나 가파른 절벽으로 둘러싸인 섬에서 일정 기간 은둔한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">배가 떠나면 나는 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로 하느님과 그분의 교회와 일치 하고자 며칠 간을 홀로 지낸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 목적은 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로 교회와 결합하는 것이었고 교회의 명령을 실천하는 것이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거기에서 이 지상에 존재하며 그를 대표하는 성인들 안에서 교회의 머리이신 그리스도의 속성과 은총</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">은사</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; font-size: 9pt;">성</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">덕</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">완전성을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">... </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">나는 신앙</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">즉 가톨릭 신앙을 듣는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">신앙은 항상 새로운 노래를 부르는데 희망은 믿음과 함께 합창을 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">사랑은 이 이중창에 합세하여 감미로운 악기를 연주하면서 내 마음의 줄을 퉁긴다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">무엇을 이야기하는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">? </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">이 노래와 음악은 무엇을 나타내는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">? </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">그것은 영광의 왕자님의 딸에게 드리는 선물이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">목소리는 바로 이 딸한테 하는 말이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">. “</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">내 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">, </span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">당신께 드려야만 할 내 믿음과 희망과 사랑의 제물을 받으십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt;">.</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; text-indent: 10pt; font-size: 9pt; font-family: 함초롬바탕;">&#985171;</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 나름대로 또 필요하다는 생각에 삼덕송을 바친 후에 밤을 지내려고 동굴 안으로 들어갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그러자 졸음이 사라지고 공포가 엄습하면서 온 몸에 소름이 끼쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저 무덤에서 홀로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그것도 밤에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">돌연 하늘이 열리고 내가 찾던 것이 지적환시로 나타났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 여인과 떼어놓을 수 없는 동반자들인 믿음과 희망과 사랑으로 내게 다가왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">매우 쓴 술을 들고 와 나에게 보여준다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 사랑합니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내가 당신을 사랑한다는 것을 알고 계십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그런데도 내게 그렇게 물으니 딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">다시 사랑의 의식을 받으십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">예</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 사랑합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신이 내 마음을 앗아갔기 때문에 당신을 사랑합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 잔을 나에게 주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">달든 쓰든 상관없으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마시겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하늘에 계신 아버지께서 내게 교회를 딸로 주셨으니 그 후 나는 교회를 위해 아버지에 대한 내 의무를 완수해야 합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">만일 내가 당신 때문에 얼마나 고통당하고 괴로워하였는지에 따라 당신에 대한 내 사랑을 평가한다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 당신을 아주 많이 사랑하고 있는 것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 당신 때문에 나는 너무 고통스럽기 때문입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 사랑한다면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 잘 돌보아 주세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 일이 당신의 일이고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 영광이 당신의 영광이 되도록 말입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">물론입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 위하여 내 자신을 잊고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">바다에 몸을 던지며 위험 한가운데에 뛰어들겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">오 거룩한 교회여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 지켜주시고 영성 생활을 돌보아 주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신이 이렇게 나를 신뢰하고 희망을 두니 나도 당신을 보살피겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신의 일이 내 일이며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신 영혼에 관한 일은 제가 책임지겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">V</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. ‘(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">십자가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일곱 말씀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">에 대해 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">시간 분량의 강의를 준비하던 어느 날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 어떤 생각에도 집중할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">성주간동안 일이 무척 많아서 음식은 거의 먹지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">강의를 준비하기 위해 생각을 정리하는 대신 내 마음은 사랑하는 것으로 꽉 차 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회에 대해 생각하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">기도하고 교회를 외쳐 불렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회는 그리 멀지 않은 곳에 있었고 나는 교회의 머리를 바라보고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그러니 어떻게 강의를 준비 할 수 있겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">딸이여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 누구십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 누구십니까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 바라볼 수록 더욱 새롭습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신을 보게 해 주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 말을 하자 문득 의심이 생겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">너 미쳤구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">무엇을 부르고 있느냐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">누구에게 말하고 있는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 네게 말을 할 수가 있겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">집착을 버려라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네 할 일을 하라</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! ‘(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">십자가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일곱 말씀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">을 준비하는 과업을</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 날 강의를 준비하기가 얼마나 싫었던지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">차라리 다른 어떤 괴로운 일이었더라면 기꺼이 했을 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 과업으로 돌아왔을 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 곁에 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">12</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">14</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살 정도로 보이는 소녀가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저예요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 여기 있어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나를 가만히 나 둬</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. -</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 소녀에게 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">강의는 어떻게 하라고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 책임지겠어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네가 책임지렴</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 모습을 잘 보세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">누구인지 아시겠어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">창조되지 않은 지혜이시며 교회의 머리이신 그리스도가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">신앙의 눈으로 그분을 보았으며 교회와 그분의 관계가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회의 아름다움과 교회 자체가 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이것이 너의 모습이니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 딸아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">?</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">예</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저예요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그것을 믿는군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 실재예요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">눈이 있어 보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">혀가 있어 말을 해요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">지성이 있어서 알아들으며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마음이 있어서 사랑을 해요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회는 하나의 윤리체인데 어떻게 눈이 있어 보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">혀가 있어 말하며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">마음이 있어 사랑할 수 있는지에 대해 생각하고 있었기 때문에 나에게 그런 말을 한 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">소녀의 출현으로 내 영혼과 육체는 쇄신되어 나는 참으로 새롭게 변했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">음식을 거의 먹지 않아 매우 허약한 상태였는데도 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">시간 동안 강의를 할 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">수많은 신자들이 모인 커다란 성당 강론대에 올라서자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">허약해진 몸의 상태에 대한 두려움이 일어나서 음식을 충분히 섭취하지 않은 무모함을 자책하며 무릎을 꿇었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">성가를 부르는 동안 이어질 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">‘(</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">십자가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일곱 말씀</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">’</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">을 준비하는 대신 내 영혼은 하느님의 딸과 대화하는 데에 푹 빠져 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">일어나세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 여기 있어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 내가 혀가 있기에 말하는 것을 볼 것이에요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 딸아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">네가 여기 있음을 잘 느낀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 실수하고 경솔한 짓을 했구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 탓으로 허약해졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">용서하렴</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">- </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">계속 나아가세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제가 당신과 함께 있겠으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...!</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이와 같은 방문이 늘어날수록 나에게는 고뇌와 고통을 더해 줄뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 이 방문으로 내 가련한 마음에는 사랑의 상처가 남고 그 상처는 치유되기보다는 더 커져만 갔기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그러나 이런 통교가 있었기에 그나마 고통 중에도 숨을 쉴 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">VI</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;font-weight:bold;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 신앙 때문에 다시 한번 죽음의 박해를 받고 있던 어느 날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 살인자들에게 둘러싸여 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고 기적이 일어나지 않는 한 사제들의 피로 물든 살인자들의 손에서 결코 도망갈 수가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 숲 속의 동굴 안에 숨어 있었는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 그곳에 숨어 있다는 것을 안 그들은 동굴 안으로 들어왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">들어온 사람은 셋이었던 것 같고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나머지는 밖에 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당시 죽음은 차라리 나에게는 모험이요 영광이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">왜냐하면 내 교회의 얼굴을 가린 너울을 걷고 직접 보고 싶은 소망이 참을 수 없었기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">밖에 있던 살인자들이 우두머리부터 차례대로 들어오자 나는 어두운 한 쪽 구석으로 비켜났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 몹시 갈망하던 마지막 순간을 준비하고는 무릎을 꿇고 기다렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 예수님의 십자 나무를 손에 들고 수도복을 입고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">신을 모독하는 악랄한 이들이 들어 올 때 그들에 앞서서 맨 먼저 들어오는 귀부인이 보였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그분은 빛살과 같이 곱디고운 하얀 너울을 쓰고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 왼쪽 옆에 서서 눈을 들어 나를 바라보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">젊은이 두 명이 그분과 함께 동행했는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 중 한 명은 교회의 권품천사</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">미카엘 대천사였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고 예수님의 신부가 이 천사에게 하는 말을 나는 확실하게 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저 불경한 자들을 물리치세요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고는 나를 돌아보고 미소를 지었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하지만 나에게는 아무런 말씀도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 살인자들이 다 돌아갈 때까지 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">30</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">분간 거기에서 그들과 함께 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 분명 참으로 좋은 동반자와 함께 있었고 그분이 말하는 것을 들었으며 그분의 눈을 보았기에 넋이 빠져 하늘에 있는 것 같은 착각이 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 그분과 말을 나누고 싶어 견딜 수 없었으나 그럴 수가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">좋은 동반자에 대해 이야기하는 것을 잠시 접어두자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 불쌍한 자들은 나를 찾았으나 아무 것도 발견하지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 신뢰하던 사람이 그들을 안내해서 내가 안에 있다는 것을 이미 알고 그 우두머리는 나를 죽여서든 살려서든 그곳에서 끌어내는 사람에게 각각 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">두로씩 주겠다고 약속했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살인자들은 결국 횃불을 켜들고 되돌아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 맹수들은 먹이가 자기 포획 망에서 도망쳤기에 격분하여 그 산 가까이 있는 두 집의 주인들을 총살했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그들이 나를 숨겼다고 의심했기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살아 계신 하느님의 딸인 교회의 이야기로 되돌아가자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 몇 번 출현한 이후로 교회가 눈을 뜨고 나를 바라보아 주기를 바라는 열렬한 소망을 가지게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">머리로는 항상 최고의 지성인 하느님의 영원한 지혜를 관상하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">명확하고 순수한 지성이 나를 바라보고 있으며 영원으로부터 나를 보고 있는 것을 믿기에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회를 바라보고 주시하면서 교회가 눈을 뜨고 나를 바라보고 있음을 보고 싶은 열망을 가지는 것은 당연하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 나를 바라보고 있었다니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 때 내가 죽었더라면 얼마나 행복했을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회가 나를 바라보는 것을 보면서 호의와 사랑의 눈으로 보고 있다고 생각했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">교회의 머리는 그리스도와 그분의 목자들이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">사랑 가득한 눈으로 나를 바라보는 이가 누구인지 깨닫고 내 마음엔 만감이 교차하였지만 그것이 무엇인지 설명할 길이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">님이 그렇게 떠나버리자 나는 사랑과 애정으로 미칠 지경이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이런 방문은 내 마음을 휘저어 놓기만 했으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">방문 후엔 님을 보고 싶은 갈망과 사귀고픈 열망은 더욱 커가기만 했기 때문에</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">…</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;text-align:center;word-break:keep-all;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="EN-US" style="letter-spacing: 0pt;">VII</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">한 번은 스페인 본토에서 설교 활동을 아무런 결실 없이 마친 후에 나는 고독 안에서 고통을 덜기 위해 지친 몸을 이끌고 산으로 피해가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">동굴 깊숙한 곳을 숙소로 정했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어둔 밤이 땅을 덮을 때 기도에 잠기는 것이 내 습관이지만 침침한 동굴에서 지내는 첫 날 밤이었기에 잠을 잘 수가 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">무엇인지 모를 공포가 나를 엄습해왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어떤 고통스런 형상이 내 앞에 나타났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그것은 승리한 악과 억압받는 의인과 멸시받는 십자가이고 박해받는 교회와 교회에 관련된 일이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">겨우 잠이 들었는데 수천 가지 악령들의 영상 때문에 공포에 가득 차 깨어났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">전에 보았던 젊은 여인이 아주 어려운 상태에 있는 것을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">어둡고 험악한 한밤중에 여인은 검은 너울을 쓰고 상복을 입고 매우 슬픈 표정으로 혼자 거대한 나무아래서 기도하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 비록 형체밖에는 구분할 수가 없었으나 교회임을 알아보았고 매우 고통스러워하는 것을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">...</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">여인은 자기 몸보다 훨씬 더 큰 십자가를 안고 서 있었는데 마치 어떤 재난을 준비하는 사람 같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그리고 그리 멀지 않은 곳에 있는 몇 명의 군인들을 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">군인들은 귀부인의 전사들로서 전쟁을 준비하고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">많은 친구들과 전사들이 내게 몰려들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 비록 보잘 것 없지만 귀부인에게 충성을 다하기 위해 일어나자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">숲 속의 덤불 속에서 제일 잔인하고 포악한 맹수들인 사자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">호랑이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">곰</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">늑대</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">악어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">뱀들이 무리를 지어 나타나서는 우리와 귀부인 사이에 끼여들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당시 내 고통은 너무나도 컸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">거기서 우리는 무서운 싸움을 치르고 많은 사상자가 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 그들이 마귀라는 것을 알았기에 예수님의 이름으로 그 짐승들을 쫓아냈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">결국 그들은 도망을 쳤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">귀부인의 현존은 내게 힘과 용기와 활력과 생명을 주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 싸움을 치른 후 나는 듯이 그분이 계시던 곳으로 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">여인은</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">&#985170;</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하며 고통스럽게 외치다 사라졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이번에는 거의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">12</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">살 정도로 매우 어렸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그저 몹시 어두운 곳에 있는 너울을 쓴 소녀를 보았을 뿐이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그 이후로 나는 참으로 아름다운 소녀를 보호하다 죽기를 갈망했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">만약 하느님의 섭리가 내 생명을 기적적으로 구해주시지 않았다면 나는 벌써 죽었을 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그때 나는 교회를 위해 어떤 봉사를 해야 할지도 모르는 채 미친 사람처럼 방황했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하느님께서 사랑하시는 딸은 고난과 위험과 전쟁 중에서 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나의 아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나의 아버지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">!” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하며 아버지를 불렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">나는 항상 그 소녀가 영원하신 하느님을 불렀다고 생각했으나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이번에는 하느님의 부성에 참여하는 사람으로 나를 부르시는 것처럼 느꼈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이는 나의 사제직 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;color:#ff0000;"> </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이런 느낌이 내 영혼에 깊이 새겨져서 결코 지울 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">그렇지만 그때는 이 신비를 깨닫지 못해서 상처받았으며 그리고</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">…</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;"> &nbsp; <br><br><p class="0" style="text-indent:10.0pt;mso-pagination:none;text-autospace:none;mso-padding-alt:0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;"><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">5. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">예수님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저는 당신의 아버지이며 제 아버지이신 분께 갔습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하느님께서는 당신 외동딸을 제게 보이시고 이렇게 말씀하셨습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. “</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내가 지극히 사랑하는 딸은 너의 딸이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.” </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">하느님의 영원하신 지혜가 이렇게 결정하였으므로 저는 그 결정을 받아들이고 복종합니다</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저는 딸에 대한 사랑 때문에 죽습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">당신은 제가 당신을 부르고 찾고 희미하게 보는 것을 아십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">저는 딸이 시키는 대로 할 준비가 되어 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">내 주 하느님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">딸을 기쁘게 하고 만족하게 하기 위해서라면 제가 할 수 있는 일은 무엇이든 명령하시고 알려주십시오</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">제 생명과 쉼과 제가 무엇보다도 값지게 여기는</span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">… </span><span style="font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;">이 모든 것을 딸을 위해 십자가의 제단 위에 희생 제물로 바쳤음을 당신은 이미 아십니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="mso-fareast-font-family:함초롬바탕;mso-font-width:95%;letter-spacing:0pt;mso-text-raise:0pt;">.</span><br>